Sunday, December 21, 2014

Life is...

It's so confusing.
Some say it's a gift that god gave us. Some say its a pointless curse. But life is just a tool. It's just a symbol. A symbol that you give meaning to. You can say life is good and it will be. You can say life sucks, and it will. It's as simple as that, because it's your reality. But here's the confusing part. Everyone has there own reality, but at the same time some people are in other peoples reality. So... basically we are all part of one big spider web. One with millions of strands. One that would take forever to make is conjured up within seconds of our existence. Because as soon as we are born, our strand is created. And as soon as we are born, there are people in our life. So it is one big confusing spider web, that keeps growing as we do, and keeps adding more strings as more people come and go from our life, and it keeps getting more confusing as our lives get more complicated. And its hard not to get lost. But somehow, we manage it. It just take a while to figure out how.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Be Happy

Don't go running around looking for something better, just be happy with what you have.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014


Life is a beautiful thing. It can slip through your fingers so quickly, but once it's there in front of you it's a wonderful experience that is waiting for all of us to enjoy. My grandmother died on Friday. The pain of her passing is indescribable. I thought I would never stop crying. In the moment you don't want to think, you don't want to experience the heart ache that it can cause you. At her Wake, I didn't know what to expect. I didn't have tears left to cry, I didn't have the courage  to talk about how she lived. My cousins helped me. They showed me that I could laugh. At first I didn't want to laugh. I felt as if it was disrespectful, but as I laughed I realized that this is what she would have wanted. She always wanted us to be happy, she always made us laugh, as I sat with my family I realized that by laughing and being happy about the time we spent together before her passing we were honoring her in the way she wanted. Although during the funeral we cried, I'll always remember he as the amazing woman who only wanted us to be happy. For that I say thank you.

Thank You Nana.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

A Quote from the Movie "Meet Joe Black"

I just thought that this was so beautiful.

 "I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can't live without. I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy, and who'll love you the same way back. How do you you find 'em? Well, you forget your head and you listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Because the truth is, honey, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."

Monday, August 26, 2013

What Cooking Means to Me!

Everybody has there faults. Everybody has messed up while doing something, But at the same time every body has that happy place where none of that matters, Mine is cooking. I'm not saying that I'm the best cook in the world, or that I'm anywhere close to that, but when I put a tray of cookies in the oven i just feel like smiling! What can I say, I'm a 12 year old girl who loves to cook. One of my favorite people to cook with is my step-dad Peter. He teaches me how to cook all sorts of things. Just recently Peter taught me how to make shrimp and they were delicious! I made them for my moms birthday and she was so happy! That's another reason that I love cooking, because I love seeing the face of the person I'm cooking for after they taste the food!!! :)

Saturday, June 15, 2013

What is the Right Decision?

     People make new decisions everyday. If it is what to make for dinner that night, or what college you want to go to. The question is, is it the right choice?
     What is the right choice? What makes it right? How do you know what you were meant to do? If something is the right choice for one person, does it have to be the right choice for you?
     All of these questions are asked, but the answer is there. Every choice that you make is the right one. Like John Lennon sang, "There's no where you can be that isn't where you're supposed to be".

                                                      Just listen to your heart!

Thursday, June 13, 2013


     Do you have a bully in your life? Does he or she target you? I know I do. I never confronted him though. I feel like he fallowed me to Middle School, and every time I see him looking at me or talking about me behind my back I just ignore it, but what I really want to do is say this:

                                                                                                         "Did you know that you are a baby? You still can't get over making fun of me? I have moved on with my life so why can't you? Are you afraid or something? Do you think that if you don't make me cry that i will ,make you cry? Why can't you just grow up?"

     If you are being bullied or made fun of just tell that person that you don't care! Tell them that by holding on to the past that they aren't growing up! Just tell them that, and let us see how they react to someone who actually grew up and gave them a taste of reality.